Without Words

There is no way to describe how I am feeling right now. I am just so tired. Tired of everything in my life.

Agony is probably the best way to describe what I am going through. Stuck in a obligated situation which I hate. Obligation is the currently the only reason why I am staying in this stage of my life.

Although I do not know if moving on is a right move, but for sure the present isn't what I want. But moving on isn't a choice for me now. Like I said, obligation. But then, this sense of obligation will end someday. When that day comes, what's left for me to master up is just courage.

Joy

Yong Ye is such a joy to us!! You know, he's at the terrible 2 stage and so cute and naughty that you just want to hug him tight and never let go while he tries all his might to wriggle out of your arms.

Very different from Yun Yi when she was his age. She was such a sweet little angel when she was his age and would sit cradled in our arms watching TV till she falls asleep. My little boy? Nah, he can't even sit still!!!

But yes, he is such a darling to us........

Silence

What is happening when you start to resent talking to someone. When it's so hard to even have a normal conversation? Facing each other but yet dun feel like talking to each other. Ahh... the feeling sucks.

But it's definitely better to remain silent than having a heated conversation. Can't have the best of both worlds I gues.

Baggage

I am not one who holds on to baggage. Bot emotional baggage and material baggage is a no no for me. I have no issues with throwing away things I do not need and neither do I like to hoard stuff that others do not want.

Know of a few people who always holds on to the old and the past. We all need to let go in order to move on. If you have not used or worn that item for the past year, you probably wouldn't need it at all. Either give it away to someone who will appreciate it more or just throw it away. This is the only way we can make space for new things in our life.

So to all of you out there who's still struggling to let go of your own baggage, let it go and look ahead.